I never thought this day would come. It isn't any surprise that not all relationships last forever, but this particular separation I am facing is probably going to be the hardest one I've ever faced. For so long I was dependent on it. I needed it to pick me up, to calm me down and most of all, I took comfort knowing it was always there for me, even when no one else wasn't.
It's never easy to say goodbye, especially when you have been so close for so long. So many great memories, and it was always there during those blurry nights. Yes, it's the end of an era; time to say goodbye. It really is for the best though. I would like to say that I will miss you, but the truth is, you are terrible for me. Killing me more and more as each day goes by and it's time for me to be stronger than that and move on without the torture. Farewell my friend. I look forward to keeping the money I wasted on you in my wallet! PEACE OUT Cigarettes! =P
Okay, that was a bit dramatic I know, but hey, people love a little suspense every now and then hehe. I got an ecig yesterday. For anyone who doesn't know what these little contraptions are, it's an electronic cigarette that delivers nicotine to ween smokers off the substance while keeping with the same motions of smoking, making it a bit easier to handle the process of winding down. I am 26 and I have been smoking since I was 16. That's a decade too long! Will keep posted about the progress.
Safe night to everyone! Happy NY
Ciao xo
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