I truly do believe that god or the universe (whichever you believe in) put us through a series of challenging life tests before a huge reward. As if braving the ups and downs of a break up isn't hard enough, yesterday my former love and I said goodbye to the family dog, the most beautiful King Shepherd I have ever seen, Zeus. Times are tough but I have been here before or at least on a road quite similar with it's uphill peaks and valleys and you have to KNOW and feel in your bones that something fantastic is on the horizon for you. It's all just a test to prepare you and to test your true strength. I am amazed at what I can endure. Six months and two pets lost to cancer. This time, it attacked way faster than it did to my Rocky. At least with Rocky, we found it very early on and were able to amputate his back leg to slow the cancer from spreading and gave him a fighting chance against it. Zeus wasn't so lucky. RIP buddy. We all loved you so much.
Sometimes you just have to quietly laugh at the timing of lifes happenings. It's almost poetic how the notes play out. If I were to relate my life right now to a style of music, I feel like country would be a perfect match. It's bittersweet; a sad story with an oddly heartwarming melody. Such is life.
"Dear Past: Thank you for all the life lessons. Dear Future: I'm ready now!"
xo
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