Vitamins and supplements... check.
Reformed iPod... check.
Newly renovated gym... check.
Ready... set... HOT!
For 7 months I have completely changed my athletic habits and replaced the snooze button with early morning workouts which is probably what eliminated my anxiety and panic attacks. The past few weeks however, like everyone else, I have overindulged in the holiday treats and given cocktails far too much attention. Since I have been successful in my first week of axing the cancer sticks, I figure it's a good time to do me. Hopefully it gets me out of this rut I have been in for the past couple months.
I think sometimes it's possible that no matter how content a person is, no matter how happy a person can be, there are still elements that can make a person feel off. It could be simple alterations to speed up the tempo to a happier tune, or sometimes it can be a bigger issue that you didn't see coming. This is where I'm at. I am happy and content but something is off and has been for a while. The only thing you can do when you feel like that is fight as hard as you can to make things right and take everything one step at a time. I have to bite my tongue a bit here as my last entry sparked some concerns for my manwich. All I can say is life can only be written to a certain degree. At some point you have to just go with the flow of things and allow things to unfold naturally, without much force. Que sera sera. Whatever will be will be. I used to be the girl who forced everything. The girl who believed I could write the fairy tale ending but when I snapped out of my head trap, I realized that everything happens exactly the way it should. And I do mean exactly. That's my outlook anyways. You might not agree but I believe every step of the way, every scar, every tear, every laugh is meant to happen. It's all part of something big.
GYM time!! Ciao xo
A
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