Time

As you can probably imagine, when there are so many things going on all at once, it's hard to unscramble all the things going on in your head to vent out how you are feeling. Overwhelmed is a word that comes to mind a lot. Thankfully, I am alive, breathing and doing whatever I can to stay happy while being there for people who need me during these awkwardly tragic circumstances. The unfortunate downside to all if it, is I'm having anxiety attacks but I am better able to control them these days so they aren't of such a dramatic nature, just more exhausting than anything.

I feel like I need several hugs. A night out with my BFF on Saturday seemed like such a great idea at the time because I just needed to take my mind off the events of the week, but I excused myself at around 10:30 pm and went home while Aimee had her wild adventures ha ha. I'm just not the same person anymore. I guess I finally do act my age ha ha! What I can say is this, friends are a lifeline at times like this. You know which people know you best and know what you need in these situations of life and when they reach out to you, it's a heartwarming feeling. Keeping positive always has to be the number one goal of each day.

I am happy that I did what was best for me, even if my timing wasn't exactly the greatest but I've come to realize that's my thing; timing. I either have the best timing ever and receive great rewards, or I have the worst timing ever. I am either too early, or too late. It's time to change that and make the most of the time I do have right now. Think about it.

Totally need this stress relieving dance class tonight! Can't wait!

Ciao
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