I feel like I'm starting to experience some writers block and I have a few ideas of what might be causing my words to be kept vaulted in my head. Sometimes there are certain things you let dance around in your mind for a while, to make sure they are truly the way you feel before you let those ideas come out into the open. This is where I'm at. I'm keeping certain ideas vaulted pending further review. Case dismissed. Stop asking.
In other news, my dance class completely kicked my ass last night. I loved every second of it. While all of you groan and moan about Monday's, I will gleefully skip about my day until I get to my heart pumping and scandalously sexy evening. PS- Girls only. Ha! Oh, and stay tuned because at the end of my classes, there is a secret surprise in store I found out about last night. Between running every morning and dance, my legs are toning up to the soccer player legs I used to have (no, not the tree trunk kind, the long, dainty athletic woman kind!). I'm on day 24 of no smoking and still going strong. I strongly recommend the ecig for anyone wanting to kick the habit. It works and I don't feel irritable at all from the lack of cigarettes. I do recommend taking up hobbies or new interests in the process to keep your mind afloat and focused on something else. Truth be told, I'd rather be addicted to running than something that can kill me. I find when I am angry, I want to go for a run now so that's a positive change that I welcome.
"You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have". I have come a long ways and even in the past year, I have grown more than I have in my entire twenties. Honestly, this part of self discovery can -to put it bluntly- it can fucking suck in some ways. Change isn't a cakewalk. It takes work. It involves risk and if you hesitate, you can miss out. Either way, at the end of the day you have to know that it always works out and as long as you are still breathing, you are surviving.
My go to songs right now:
Pause- Pitbull - so good!!!!
Birthday Cake- Rihanna
xoxo - always
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